Indiscaplable me !

After a month of exam..

I felt myself are DUMB.

i meant it !

no matter how hard i tried,but there's just a little of improvement.

i have to accept it..this is what call ''MYTH OR FACT ''

It is a fact that i should generously accept it .

I found that,im not capabilities !

I knew,im weak and disable !

This result has change my mindset.
says;you are not that good,you should work harder !

I going to spend most of my time on my studies this coming holidays !
i meant it !!!

One who have motivation would success !

AIMS : a good result
a good life
a future
EVERYTHING'S PREFECT !

someone says ; no matter how hard i try..i still wont succeed !
This is negative thinking !

i know what i want
i determined with what i want now

dont care about how smart others are..
just belive in yourself !

SCREW YOU UP !

night = morning ishh!!

so damm !! i mean on morning..i could 'nt sleep well last.

i was asleep when all people wake and started to go for work or waiting for bus at 5 + am !

hope that tonight i wont suffering from isomania ! go away la please :)

ehh..stupid why cant i think of you anymore huh?

why i end up thinking others huh?

why huh?
tell me le aduh..

y everything isnt what i think or plan huh?
why cant everything go smooth acrocding to plan ?
it is my plan too perfect?or cant make it = impossible
laughmyassout!!!
haha.my imagination was too perfect until is cant and wont happen so.

Outing;)

althought is just an simple outing..but counted to be happy la XD

maybe is it nothing for.. hahaha lol
sound so down right?

my food cant digested la :(
my stomach awful :((((


all for today la.byes

Hello bloggie :)

hello bloggies +)
how long did i didn touch you huh??lol
blogger help us to express what we feel right?

How AWESOMES is it !!!
Dont you people think so?LMAO

anyway,i learnt a nice words LOL
that's LMAO!!!


''laughmyassout''

is kinda true la,i found that word,n i was so LMAO!!!!


Do people use to think?
Think of???
Think to Change themselves huh???
DO we???

I will,but i'm a 3minutes degress personXD
once i think,okay..tmro i will do this do that..but then...
i wont discpline myself to follow it..ishh..

Guys do you know,what i think of?LOL
CURIOUS RIGHT harr???ERHEM..

yea..i think of,i wnat to get a better result.
tmro i want to open my books and start studying!
i will do more n more revision on it!
put more effort..
but why i cant?
is it God is trying to play wit my patience?
I GUESS SO ~~~

Hope there's one day for me to chnage !
I want a better future :)


Do you know what is love?

I guess i dont know anything about it .

haha..people said : love can change a person ?make sense?LoL

ala..love isnt that greats !

we live in our own world is enuf la

eh,languages and sciences !
iloveyou,do you know?
why dont you love me too???
i want a higher marks la..!!!!
i trying to be friend with you,but why i cant be ur best friend yet?
is it i not enuf sincerly?huh?tell me,when i was sleeping..pass this message to my dream yea :))
come on books,we dont be friend..we become couple!
how greats is it right??ERHEM..haha


why cant love last ?
'There's a will,there's a way
why cant i find a way to close up ?huhuh!!!

END OF POST

GTG TO CHEMISTRY : ILOVEYOU C*

flying~

owh..why times flies so fast ar??
i cant even catch up..lols
Today i read newspaper..lols..and do u know what exactly..
the reporter word..ARTICLE ''blogging is good for children''
lols..but kinda true~

next,anual flag days coming..
follow by..koko..==''
last,test 2..owh..
gonna be rushing..lols..

i found that,a song...''you and me''
awesome!!hahas


Is there any 100% perfectionist??
err..so far,i knew that..a girl who have 50% + a boy who have 50%
they add up...become 100% so it is perfect enuf???lols

anything la..

that's all for tonight~
Night dudes

Fall for you =D

FINALLy

oh...one day passed...
all the days that we spent all overnight,training..

Today..was the battle!

But,could me become the victorious???

I hope so..i hope..we could bring back..What we want..

Telematch..i did not well..'''my expectation''
is it my fault?

oh..not train well be4 competition??

if yes,regret is too late.there are no ''regardless''okay..!

i hope we could win it back again!...

julei,rachell..u both did well.

well done! =D

Tarian...owh....who will be the winner??

is hard to conclude..haiz..



Everything have their result already..i guest..
so what will we get???

i hope the best for us..!

TOMMORROW..WE WOULD BE THE C.....????

MOODY~GLOMMY~DUMMY DAY~

guys,do you all know..y i descirbes my tittle as ''moody gloomy dummy day''
lols..i guess u guys wont know..lols..coz u r dummy !!!!whatt....



okay..well..tody is nt realy a good day..


what wrongs is me ar??
i keeping show a gloommy face..~~~
i hated them!!!

waht lr..go die lar u...

bitches!!!!

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yeahh...i used yellow..
yellow for lemon!!!hahahas

aiya forget about the passed..

REBOND!!!

i want to rebond!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exam coming..going work hard!!!!
harder!!!


work for K....YEAH..K...U KNOW..
I BET U WONT KNOW ~

LULALALA~

woahh...hahaah...what happen to me ar?
i put down everythings..not longer hatred..=)
i know..you were happy right?i saw ur happy face and ur smile =))

what is wrong with my age and his age's?
3 years apart? is tat farRR??
lols..i dunnno..is tat trues...or is just for fun only..
maybe is FUN!
yea.h..

but what's his mind ar???

when i saw hiim...i was like...waoohaah...lols
crazy ==

ilikethefeelingwhenisawhim!! loves!


3 MORE DAYS IS STATE COMPETITION..ALTHOUGH...WE DIDN NOT TAKE PART...BUT I STILL FEEL IT..LOLS.

WHAT ''IF'' TIMES RETURN?? HOW WOULD IT BE?LOLS
CHOULDNT THINK OF IT LA..HAHA..

ANYWAY..I HOPE 2011 WILL NOT HAPPEN TO US AGAIN!
2011 NURSING AND AMBULANCE! JIAYOU ! D

April FoolS!!

hahaha..today is april fool..even facebook games..also want to made ppl fooling around.LOLS

today,''3stripes'' treated us makan..sushi king!lols..
is nt really enjoy la..jus keeping eat n eat only...sienz..==''
what's actually i act hers are???friends?enemies?or what??

i really dunno la..
didn really talks..lols..even a word!but is okay..
not really want to..lols..=D

used to have this kind of life...is kinda good..

why am i so weirdo?lols
i can even trust a people..who i meet not long than ur all...i can even tell them all about it..
what the hell la..lols..

1st fact : no one will scafices his/her life for you
2nd fact: there are no true friends
3rd:not every friends that can be trusted
4th:belives ourselves more than others!!!


LOLs



Happy APRIL FOOLS!!!!! 2010



TEAM JB~
wish ur all good luck ya...more 25days!
wish the best team will be the victory!
esp..ur team^^ hahaasss
good luck guys =]
god bless you guys!!!

A new day

while..is another day today..
errm...i dunno what i feel today..did i still hate her?
awwhh..i dunno la XD..


anyway..i saw somebody today!=DD
memang awesome la~!
afrer coolblog,then we had our launch at stone grill..
we choosed to sat at''some place''so we could saw them..hahas..lols..
wad the hell lar..zzz ==''

while having launch..oh..edwin n shafiq..greets us..lols..
hahas..''ladies luck''lols..
is quite pity la..i chouldnt heard what he wanna to tell me..isshh..hahas..but is okay too~

hate those celom workers...keeping ask..wan broadband ?!!..
isshh!!!


i think tat all for today la..byes.!
'' homework haven finish yet''lols

life goes on~

so long didn blogging already...it made used of it..homeworks are lots!!dont knw where to start??...zzz...new subjects are fresh but it might tastless..lols..wad the hell..that i'm crapping here...lols..

Everything passed through days n days...life goes on like usual??''i don think so''lols..but it made me used of it la..=X
Maybe there's still a torn in deepest of my heart..maybe it need some times to heal la..~~~


Why are you all so fake ar?!? if u really hate..just said it la..dun pretend la..stop it..! you r not actor nor actress..pls la..dun act anymore..tis is ur jur mind problem..u r smart n not stupid..but ur smart in used in others way..but in this way..i said..u R REALLY STUPID!!!

YES..i'm scolding u here!so what?? ''the ppl tat i really really hate it''act so much..it's annoying!

It will not happen twice!i mean it!

It's been so long time already..time passed so fast..we have done all our compromise.!
At last,we really get it..this was the 1st time..and we all hav prepared for the next..but ''problem statement'' it hurts so much!.These all days..i'm trying to forgive and forget...i trying very hard..seriously..but i just couldnt leave all pains and tears away..i'msorry..i cant forget and forgive.

Finally..i try to open my mind..set my mind clear..clear my mind.

At last..i think that..we hav no more chances in this year...but mircale..there's a chance.!yeah.i'm happy..at 1st..but the day..it made me dissapointed again..cant u just open my mind..?!

maybe you think i'm selfish..but u r the most selfish!.because of you..everything ruined!
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO RUINED!

i'm terribly sry abt watever i do.bt for a while,i juz ask u all t understand tt dis is exceptionally important t me.since all of dem r focused,i shall be,i noe u guys will be angry watsoever bt pls try t understand.

Am i asking too much??It's just for a few months?cant u bear u?so the sake of...
cant u sacrifices for a few monthss?..because of atitude!u cant acecpt others...

Please understand sincere opologise.

iSShh..

is really hurts me alots...




i really hate it..



end of speechless...